Today is November 6.....there will be 15days left till my final exam....i dunno i can overcome my exam...cause i failed it once and i don't want to failed another time...
and this was my last semester in school...
i dunno whats got into me... always skipped class....daydreaming...and online...
i know these aren't going to help me pass my exam...yet i still do those stuff
everyday thinking about her smile...her lips....her eyes...
wondering she going to be okay or not...
wondering she thinking about her ex or not...
even though we are in a relationship...
but i still feel very weird...
very worried....when we are not together...
sometimes she wont shared anything with me...
while i share all my problems...
and sometimes i saw things are very dissapointing...but i kept on going...put a smile on my face...trying to think it was a nightmare...
trying to think it was nothing...
but then...
it was hard for me
when i saw her sms wif him....i feel very unease..
when i saw her taking pic wif him....i feel very sad....
when i saw her chatting him in fb...i will feel that i was abandoned...
but then i was trying to get attention from her...but it failed nevertheless...
sometimes i feel like i am being used...
being abandoned...
being left alone..
in this lonely world...
i dunno whats going on between me and her...
i know her so much...
n yet she know me so little..
may be i was forcing her into loving me...
and its was my fault...
i could give away my exam just to be wif her
i could give away my pride just to see her smile...
should i move on or should i juz give up?
